i live to be of help

photo: by nadhua abdul muhusin
i stepped into new day
unknown to me
there was a film
of shallow water that lay
looking for a fish i saw
ten days before in a dream
im not stupid i know
but i never really make sense at all

to the world im gray
red blue and a haze
to the people im dead
inside out and complete

in a dream i dream t
i was alive and wondering
the glimpse of life
that i had savoring

this moment i seize
for it is my eternity
this life i dint choose
and cause this calamity

as a shadow i exist
in the mist in the wind
in the midnight moon i play
my songs of freedom in harmony

my soul is released and free
though my hands are in cuffs
my life is complete
more than any so called free man

for it is not my sin im borne
though through love or scorn
i live to be of help
to my brothers and sister to get out of the shell

sheesh my posts r geting more useless it seems..hehe atleast it gives me comfort..hehe 00:21 18/oct /2007